Day one post break up

Going to write about it because I need to and I have like no followers. I feel really sad about the loss of routine. It’s scary after a break up how much you realize a person was embedded into your day. 

It’s also scary that I fell asleep last night and had a dream we were back together and it seemed so happy and natural that I woke up and checked my phone for that good morning text. It killed me that it wasn’t there. It kill’s me that I won’t be able to talk to him for a while because we need to take the time to get over each other. It kills me that I still love him. But I  can stop being in love with him and I do agree that we had rose colored glasses on for a majority of our relationship. 

well looks like I have even more motivation to work out